20 minutes of straight writing

letting it out. letting it flow. i will not use the shift button. Dammit.

20 minutes of straight writing is daunting to say the least. Not letting my mind ponder the next thought. I’m a thinker, that’s for sure. I’ll probably break in a minute.

Writing is my peaceful fury. I can’t seem to breathe without it and I wish i had succumbed to the waters years ago when it was ok to “squander” some time in search of my own person.

I don’t think of it as wasteful but the pressures of life – I’m not a great adult – make me feel like I am constantly degrading my ways.

How do I stop that? How can I justify spending my time writing – or thinking about what I want to write – instead of thinking about work and strategizing ..or …cleaning.

Parish the thought that I would ever fall back into my procrastinatic way of cleaning to avoid what i am about.

It could happen though.

I wish I didn’t have to worry about work or life. I wish I could get up every morning and force out that book.  Then I could see me cleaning to procrastinate over a writer’s block, a character’s inconsistency’s, a plot going nowhere.

I want that life.

I need to make it happen.  I want to support myself and my current life with my writing.  I can do press releases and I can do speeches.  I want my fantasies realized.

Right now I’d like to be anywhere even close to being the communicator I’m born to be.  I wish there was a place for communicating in my company I work for.  Oh, you can communicate..but it should be what the boss likes.  Private enterprises prevail!

I hate being stifled. I hate waking up to a life I’d be somewhat happy with if only for a few tweaks.

Don’t hide information! Sing it loud and strong! Control your message so other people don’t mess it up.

that’s 10 minutes.

good start.

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